furor/pietas

2005-03-31T04:44:00.000-08:00

sigh, i am undeniably utter crap at blogging.

hmm, what did i do today? went over my 500 txt limit. i should probably change to monsta txt. so should trinh. then millie wouldn't get so stressed over unreplied txts.

oh yeah, i discovered the audio visual library. which in my opinion, is AWESOME. free movies! i started making a list of all the movies i want to see. starting with io non ho paura (i'm not scared!) and la vita è bella, and le fate ignorati (by that facing windows guy!). they even have i not stupid and homerun and it's like? what the hell?! no one in has singapore movies unless they

1. are from singapore, or
2. are trinh because they have a singaporean friend who got one for them.

what else? we started continental philosophy today, which is way more interesting than analytical. theories amuse me. our lecturer tried to sell us a book again. i might buy it. it's 50 bucks, but i flipped through it and it's pretty good. very opinionated, which makes it fun to read. i don't know. maybe/maybe not. nyeh. i kind of want to read the other lecturer's book on his weird hand to mouth theory too. but since it's not really relevant in our psych course.. nah not getting it. although i would like him to have money cos he's pretty cool.

oh yeah, psych lab's and tut's are cancelled, so i have no uni tomorrow, wooo. cos i'm not going in for econ workshop + tut. it's torturous. learning econ is okay, sitting in lectures is not.

hmm, i am weirdly addicted to trading spouses. i don't usually go in for reality tv shows, but man, i'm addicted to nice people. it's not as nice to watch when they get the bitchy ones on purpose to create interest, though.

heyy mega

2005-03-22T01:09:00.000-08:00

lo
maniac-

this doing work thing is really not working for me.

example: i finally feel motivated to start my phil essay which is due on thursday (for which i haven't even done all the reading), and then to reward myself for feeling hardworking, i come online and open semagic.

remember when we were
just flesh and bone
you sir, may have forgotten how good your world can be

haven't seen jonathan and jin for a while..

today was alright. i planned to do a good entry, because i haven't done one in a while, but i'm really stuck.

looking forward to the long weekend. friday to tuesday in nz, nyeheheh. it's brilliant. plans: study (yeah, hopefully), watch the godfather at millie's, hang out with natz and denise, go to the easter show with trinh and zachy and millie!

i'm strangely excited about the easter show. i feel like being 10 years old. and having pink candy floss and carnival rides and glazed popcorn.

2005-02-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh navin just emailed to ask me what time i'm taking econs, and i checked, and there is only ONE space left at 12 o'clock, so if he isn't the first person tomorrow morning to wander onto ndeva wanting to enrol in the 12 o'clock econs class, i won't have an econs buddy and will be a loner for the rest of my life. sighh. and navin's cool. and extremely entertaining.

i would think that navin is the randomest person i know. once he was talking to josie and me, and we were both listening pretty intently to him talking, when suddenly he stopped, blinked, looked at us confusedly and said questioningly,

"hi."

haha, i'm probably not making it sound as random as it was. IT WAS RANDOM. in a "what the hell just happened?!?!" kinda way.

i also got an email from zach which is always good. he's awesome:) ZACHY YOU ARE AWESOME!

in other news, auckland uni confuses me muchly. but i'm in a good mood from reading emails, so i told studentinfo they've been really helpful and hoped they're having a good summer. which i doubt. i bet they're having a shitty time interpreting ncea results. haha.

EDIT: something i learned today is that i'm what they call a "third culture kid", and that i have a right to say that no one understands me. this makes me feel special. although it also means that i fit in a box. like jack.

hahaha i amuse myself sometimes. last night i told my mum that she should get m&m wrapping paper cos they rap. and she didn't get it, but my brother did and had this "wah lau that is so lame i can't believe you said that" expression on his face. which amused me even more.

oh oh, i got a badge that says "wah lau" which will amuse me if only because no one else will get it.

EDIT2: i think i'm a rather easily amused person.

2005-02-13T10:15:00.000-08:00

i was wondering whether i should send any booklets in for reconsideration or review to try my luck, but in three different areas of the nzqa site, they said that the deadline for reconsiderations is/was 13th february, 14th february and 15th february.

confused doesn't even begin to describe it.

forget it, i'll wash my hands of ncea! forever! good luck 7th formers! i don't think i'll become a teacher anytime soon, so i'll never have to see it again! NEVER!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(although i still can't believe i managed to fail both film and alex.. -cringe-)

in other news, i found out that i got into what i wanted, so i've been kinda happy for the past coupla days.

definitely not a morning person

2005-02-09T01:57:00.000-08:00

happy new year, everyone.

thirteen days left.

all your dreams are made
when you're chained to the mirror and the razor blade
today's the day that all the world will see
another sunny afternoon
walking to the sound of my favourite tune
tomorrow never knows what it doesn't know too soon

today i partially sawed off my head so there was sortof a hinge of skin at the back of my neck. i then proceeded to pour about a ton of sugar into my body.

now i've sewn everything back together, but my neck still feels sort of creaky.

what's chinese new year about if it's not about sugar?

2005-02-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

this layout will have to do for now. although i've realised that it doesn't have an archives section, which puzzles me a bit. will try to figure it out later.

this is what happened...

2005-01-18T08:01:00.000-08:00

so deborah randomly decided to get a blog AGAIN. (like, what's new?) BUT, this is my first blogspot blog, so i'm not completely hopeless.

yeah, i decided that it's the easiest way to keep in touch. remember od days anyone?

and because i haven't been doing much of that.. -hangs head in shame-

umm, need to ask shuwen and youmin how to customize everything because i've forgotten.